Really, huh?!

DISCLAIMER: this whole blog i have right here is not made to brag but to inspire. i do not intend to appear the smart ass by writing these craps because i have learned to make this blog my mirror image. i write these things for the innate reason of writing down my repressed emotions and not to brag about how many words i know or how descriptive i am about things.. i know i am not a good writer - i am still learning to be one.

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guess who's feeling lucky today. i rushed til the end of my wits to attend my 9am journ102 class just to find out that we have no classes. nice one! i knew i should have slept the hours away until 1pm. but its fine, actually, because i received two great compliments sufficient enough to make my day - two nice compliments that came from people i didnt expect. one's from jardine. while waiting in vain for ma'am dazzy, jardine said that she viewed my blog yesterday. i was amused. merely viewing my blog is enough to make me feel elated. she said i wrote good. (really?huh?=) and the topics that i wrote about were really interesting and that she said wished that she wrote the same way that i do. i thanked her for the compliments and told her to create her own blog. creating a blog is an immaculate experience, i suddenly realized.

the second compliment was from donna, also a classmate. it was really unlikely to receive a compliment from this girl because we arent really that close.. plus, i actually thought that she was a snob. pardom me for being too much judgemental, donna. i hope to make it up to you.hehe. so, here's the message she sent me in friendster:

Hey cza, donna here. I just happened to browse your page and i took a peep of your blog. Shet, mabuhay ka. Galing mo palang magsulat! Can't help to admire your wit! So worry not anymore, coz by now, at least a word from a co-journalist-to-be might be a good assurance that you are gonna be rich both in achievements and figures someday. And don't you call yourself ugly, coz you are not.

so during these days when i feel really withdrawn foreseeing the exams and major paperworks that i have to accomplish, i guess these simple compliments is enough to keep me going. being recognized is an elating experience but being appreciated is just too much to handle.hehe.. my feeling of low self worth decreases whenever these moments happen, which rarely occurs, actually.

im feeling lucky today. pardon me for being "mababaw" but its really great to be appreciated without even intending to please. its just amusing when you do the things that you really love to do and receive these little compliments that inspire you somehow..