Here are the things that I miss these days:

• I miss watching movies (last time I checked, I just watched “Hitch”)
  
• I miss eating out with some old friends
  
• I miss my text buddies (who are eventually my high school friends)
  
• I miss writing blogs (that’s why I’m psyched doing this one)
  
• I miss writing poetry (though I write like shit)
  
• I miss my diary (but I’m not even sure where it is now)
  
• I miss my old pc (all my written craps were there…)
  
• I miss high-school (I’ve been reminiscin’ around lately)
  
• I miss grade-school (the get together we had last sembreak was so good that it hurt..hehe)

• I miss my laughs (I’ve been playing serious these days)
  
• I miss burgers and fries (I just ate some a while ago)
  
• I miss swimming (like, what the hell was that?! hehe...)
  
• I miss summer (I guess, that’s what I’m trying to say)
  
• I miss cleaning up my room (it literally is a mess lately)
  
• I miss being a slacker (I can’t afford to limp around now)
  
• I miss the old world (now I’m philosophizing…)
  
• I miss falling in love (my heart has grown cold already)
  
• I miss crying (yeah… can you believe that?)
  
• I miss him (there are so many “hims” in my life)
  
• I miss them (yeah...)
  
• I miss my strong faith (I’ve grown apart from my religion these past years)
  
• I miss my old, kind, and simple self (growing old complicates things)
  
• I miss being naïve (like, when did I ever feel naïve?! Hehe...)
  

…its just that I feel like I’m growing old too fast. But this doesn’t mean I’m maturing emotionally. Nope, not at all. It’s this heavy/unbearable feeling of missing around some things. Now that school stuffs are getting into my nerves, it really feels like I’ve lost track of time. Time was free and available three years ago but now, I dunno… its spending every minute of your life doing the things that really matter… the things that you have to do because they’re given... the things that don’t necessarily make you happy. But its okay, I’m turning twenty eleven days from now, actually. ENOUGH reason to reinvent into a better person, someone sensible, and someone who actually thinks.