homesick

this is definitely not my day. i've just had a hang of everything. even the simplest and most trivial activity i had today was incorrect; even the last thought i have right now is stressful. i need sleep. nah, i need rest. i guess all i need is the comfort between the two. i need to be home or else i might just lose my mind. completely. spare me because this is not drama. its too real to be called as such. i miss everything. i miss home. i miss bumming around but the present just can't allow me to. i just love to hate school... but don't worry because i still love the people in it. i just hate the fact that i am too pressured to beat deadlines. and i am too lost to even begin. i need a lift. i feel like an addict who needs a fix. right now.

i should save the night be. but i lost.