happy, happy, happy!

I am unusually happy today and I must say that my overwhelming experience of going to the moon and back has finally paid off. Finally, I am okay. And finally, I have so many things to look forward for. The past weeks had been too much to handle but now, everything is okay. I mean, yeah, as of now, all things are well.

I was able to enjoy my one-day vacation in Paniqui last Thursday. With all the things that have stressed me to death last week, I knew there was a dire need for me to go home. And I didn’t go wrong. Just being in Paniqui has always been an effortless relief. And as cliché as it can be, there’s really no place like home. Not even Baguio’s soothing cold temperature beats the happiness that I get when I’m home. Even though I almost slept the day away last Thursday I was still able to catch up with mommy, daddy, andrei – my three favorite people in the world! Hehe. It was just sad that I needed to go back to Baguio last Friday. But atleast I was able to snag even just one day to be with them. at least, I was brought back to sanity. Almost. Hehe.

Thesis making has been tough and we’ve been really stressed out with our supposed feb.15 deadline. But the fates are good with us because our deadline was finally moved to march.15. even though we are more than halfway through, we just know that we still need enough time to make both ends meet and to finally finish the whole thing. So this means that we still have a month to go through the same process of going to jade’s house almost every night, do our thesis for a while, eat, and talk about everything about anything after. =)

Anyway, something happened last week. And I just feel the need to let it out. Through some cosmic disproportion, I had an encounter with a former ghost. And mind you, it was never intentional. I know I must blame proximity for this one. I mean yeah, what are the odds that blah, blah, blah… Or must I blame Jade for literally leaving me behind? Haha. All I can say is that I knew, I just knew that I acted stupid, and funny, and completely ridiculous that time. But I was left with no choice and I was just caught off guard. Shit. So instead of running scared after seeing a former ghost, yeah, I pretended to be brave and acted like I was indifferent. I knew that I pretended too much that I ended up acting completely stupid. Hell, yeah. But now I’ve learned my lessons. And that is to take the other way to Jade’s house. Haha.

February. Time seems to tick away too fast. February only means that we just have two months before graduation (that is, if I graduate on time). I am excited. Even though graduating means stripping down my allowance back to zero, and having to work hard to survive, there’s something about graduation that I am really looking forward for. I just can’t figure out what it is exactly. Hehe.

Chiqui, Anne, and I are ecstatic to leave Baguio. I just know we do.

That’s it for now. I just hope that tomorrow would still be okay. And if its any consolation, even the days after that, please? Cuz I am starting to miss home again. =(