Now What?

just so you know. i am still alive. at the moment. haha. i just didn't feel like documenting a life that is so much leading to mediocrity and a so-so existence... yeah, because as of now, there's nothing interesting to write about aside from graduating from college and starting to get a grip of what the "real world" is all about. cliche, but the world is so much different from what i thought it was a year ago. the NOW is so different that it feels like i have lived a superficial life before, and that i didn't even learn a thing from my four years in college. haha. but, don't get me wrong because this isn't even about maturing emotionally and finally acting my age, its way better/worse than that. but yeah, despite of this phase of life that i am headed to, im cool with it. so far. and its really good to finally experience to hit the floor. haha. i am not even sure of what's up for tomorrow and even days after that. hell, i am not even sure if i am leading to something good. i can't even say if i actually have a promising future to live. the only thing i know is that i'm finally here and that there's no turning back (because that will cause me to pay the bond, actually. hehe). so there. this is just to remind myself that i am finally getting a life here in Manila where everything else that's been with me is history. ..=)